Hi you!

This is my first post in the journal. I want to have something to talk about, because nowadays is boring. I'm bored.
I shouldn't be, I just started doing yoga twice a week, I'm going to go at a EmilieAutumn-concert soon and the spring is coming up. What else? Yeah, I was In Copenhagen, Denmark last weekend, It was really cool.

But... nothing is bothering me except for theese idiotic persons in my life, and the fact that I am bored. Last week I was depressed, but I don't know why. I feel sad, real sad. Mostly because I am very worried... I don't know what to care about.

Writing this is real healthy for me, maybe, because I make myself think. I think... Ithink I just don't glow. Kind of a superficial reason, but I'm not blonde anymore, which makes me sad. Makes me feel gray. Maybe If I dye my hair deep red. No, fuck, I think that's a bad idea, I love the colour, It's my favourite, but I don't know If It'll work...

Ah, maybe I'll just quote somsin.

"When I went to Tokyo to live on my own
My mother’s kindness penetrated my heart
It was because I was living in Tokyo on my own
That I managed to fall in love with him

I got my heart broken
Is It OK to cry?
I’m going to go home
On my next break

Even if my tears don’t stop
Scold me like you used to, My Mother
My tears may never stop
I’m sorry I’ve been such a selfish daughter, Mother"
Furusato(hometown), Morning Musume.